we invent paths they cannot see.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about leaving school to live and work in Denver. I don’t even like or care about my major. Advertising is such a corrupt entity and that’s notttt what I want to do with my life. I feel like im getting a poor education at UNM and it’s not even worth my time. Especially after talking to older ad majors and graduates already. My degree will mean nothing, especially because I don’t even plan on using it for anything. I wanna learn how to design and do freelance work. Definitely won’t pay the bills but that’s what would make me happy. I just want to design and create. I want to live in Denver, design and create. Prayers for good decision making are appreciated.

1 month ago

Today I took a self-guided tour of downtown Denver. It was one of the most liberating things I’ve ever done :D That sounds weird but I have never been happier. Now, I’m gonna go home and get me a bike and ride it EVERYWHERE.

I’m really not sure there’s any better way I could spend my time than drinking coffee and blogging outside downtown Denver

I cannot waittttt to be in the arms of this beautiful city <3 It breaks my heart knowing I can’t be there for good for another year.

FACT: I make up my own silly superstitions and live by them.

I’ve been asking God, and the Universe, to show me signs that I’m supposed to be living in Denver. That’s where I feel like I belong.

Problems that I have going to live there:
1. I’ve signed a year lease at my current apartment
2. I’m not done with school
3. I don’t have any money to get up and leave

Signs that I should just get up, leave my life in NM and move:
1. The Art Institute (don’t hate) wont stop harassing me about going to school there (which I’m totally cool with; solves the school prob)
2. MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN lives in D-town already! Convenient?!
3. The ad agency I want to work for is located in the heart of the city.

How many more signs do I need that point me to this beautiful city?!?
1. Get my lease sitch taken care of
2. HU$TLE for cash

I GOTTA GET THERE!!

3 months ago

SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO

‎5 days til William Fitzsimmons
12 days til SXSW in Austin (Astronautalis, Doomtree, Santigold and others!!)
19 days til Cartel
26 days til Doomtree in Durango
48 days til The Naked and Famous in Denver ♥
SO. MUCH. TO. LOOK. FORWARD. TO. !!!!.

If you’re in these cities, HOLLAH!!! :D

3 months ago

Oftentimes, I get really down on myself for FOREVER BEING SINGLE (its been 5 months, give me a break). Then I have to remind myself that I have a few homies on the side, but no one I could seriously date.
Then I’m liiiike “Well, maybe my standards are too high…” NO. I snap out of that idea real quick because I’ve set my standards so high so that I know I won’t get hurt, I’ll be treated the way I deserve and I’ll actually enjoy the face I’ll be looking at everyday. I just want someone to give me butterflies 24/7 to the point where I feel sick. BEST FEELING EVER. PERIOD.
All I want is someone to parade around with, do things with, hold hands with, cuddle with, be stupid with, be equally as weird as me, laugh until I burst into tears, go out with, have fun with and love with my whole heart.
IM NOT SETTLING for anything less than what I want for myself. I’m sure once I get out of this town, I’ll find what I’m looking for. HOW MANY DAYS TILL DENVER? Too many :( Try 446 days until I can leave this place!!!